An interesting day today, kinda up and down, a real mishmash of emotions running hot and cold... making focussing at work almost impossible. Plus Claire's away so I'm doing her job as well as mine as well as answering the *bleeping* phones all by myself. Although Stan helped happily today.. seems he's dropped his tantrummy attitude and settled into genuine helping mode. Well today he was anyway. Very nice. I've been asking him about gardening, getting hints and tips, and he's actually quite resourceful and knowledgeable. And to add insult to injury the computers are playing up yet again. 

At the moment I'm peeeeed off at Barb about the support group I'm trying to get off the ground, because she's turned all official on me again and has laid down the law about who I can introduce myself to and not. I feel like telling her to shove it, like Mel did, but that means I can't help those people out there who need my ear and life learnings. *deepbreathkeepbreathingcalmandcentredgroundedandatpeace*

I'm sewing in between posting. I am soooooooo glad I have my own room in the house for just me. Michael won't cross the threshold unless he's invited (yes he's in his Martian Cave, full security engaged) so that's giving me even more happiness hehehe